I constantly try to keep a positive attitude, 80% of the time I fail. I've come to the conclusion that I shouldn't put my all in for people that don't do the same for me. I need to gain more self worth and be happy with who I am as a whole. I'm not sure if that is completely possible for me yet but there should be no harm in trying. My biggest fear has always been not being loved. No matter how hard I try to not care what others think about me, I always do. But I've realized that if the person I want doesn't want me the same way and doesn't need me then they aren't worth it.
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